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SHINee won MuBank. ^ ^

Watched them today on two different channels, performing Ring Ding on MuBank (pre-recorded though) and on IEF opening ceremony @ Happy Suwon, with Juliette and Ring Ding. Haha, there's even a Chinese translator for the event and English Subs for speeches. But oh well, I still think that this is their best performance for Ring Ding. Favourite-ed it <3


Smile! 

MissFalling

Serious, this is very contradicting.

I finally realize something -- what is it about Kim Jeong Hoon and Lee TaeMin that I like. i know there's something similar here and there but I couldn't put it in exact words. Until now.

I was watching Goong Cantonese Version (yes, there is a cantonese version XD), then something caught my eye. KJH's smile.

I was immediately reminded o our dear TM's smile. I know this is lame, but i'm serious.

Credits to: LeePlay

I know this is not the best picture to bring out my point, but it's good enough :) I suspect there are hints of similarity of JaeJoong and the other two, oh well, let's not elaborate on that.

Okay, my whole point here is that, why do i prefer guys to smile when I am a grumpy seventeen year-old myself? This is weird. People always tell me that I look nicer when I smile. does the same apply to this? Haha, i don't know. 

Meanwhile, I shall just indulge on my R-papers. Jiayou!

I'm still lost. Everything seems like a bleak hope. Planning to talk to Mr Najib tomorrow.
Hope he will be able to provide guidance.
 

Haix.
Totally depressing.
First time attempted to complete my tutorial then in the end evryquestion also got some parts wrong.
I dunno, i kind of lost sight of the meaning of homework. i dunno.
Haix, now homework just seem random to me alr.
Help! T.T

There goes again. Yee Ee babbling his rubbish, haha. With Mingee, Mat, Debi, Leongying, Eliz and me!

Absolute Boyfriend.

omg, im still crying.
feel breathless at the thought of the drama.
im like, totally into the drama now.
feelin' so much for it, impacted by it. touched but feel very very kexi n sad at the same time.
i was led into their world.
best jdrama. ever.

i dunno, the song gives me the impression like 经过了很多波折与困难才在一起，和想要向对方表达无尽的感激，珍惜着他的陪伴。
the song's a significant part of the drama.
one song enhances all.

scenes are stuck in me, 不断重复地放映。engaged.

cnt wait to watch the special episode once i have time. but i heard it's very sad too. T.T

Okay, the keyboard's flooded with puddles. i shall stop.

but i'll remember you. forever.


密斯翻领

Seriously, I don't know how to play this game.
So I chose to make sheep sounds ( haha, someone out thr knows what I mean.)
Nvm.

Im here to acknowledge my presence at CLIC '09.
Don't wanna go on typing a few thousand words to summarize ( yes, summarize with thousands of words) the whole camp, because Im not an expressive person.

But I really feel something different for this camp.
Never have I felt so involved in a camp, so bonded with a team of people.
Never have I so strongly felt the objectives set for a camp, those values and lessons tt they wanna impart actually affecting me.
This is the first time I see proper purposes of a camp, purposes that i agree to, purposes tt I find meangful.
I hate
camps which are solely meant for bonding purposes
camps with meangless activities -- those without follow-ups, those just-for-fun ones
camps with selfish objectives -- spying of participants' qualities at march camps ( even tho they always put "bonding" as their objective)

( Anw, you know I always go "wtf" at SC camps.
I don't see the meaning of bathing within 4mins to see if you should be selected to be a leader of VJ.
Efficiency doesn't equate to quality.
Staying strong under those assumed tough conditions doesn't equate to learning a lot from it.
I can proudly say tt CLIC is the camp whr I learnt the most even thought it is the most relaxing camp tt Ive joined in my life. =)) )

Okay, back to topic.
My experience wouldn't be as meangful without my group and the activities we've gone thru tgt.
Not to mention the time when we slept under the stars.
Amazing times tt we've had tgt over the past few days.
And I thank them for it.

Everyone of them meant as important to me.
Harilyn, Jiaqian, Debbie, Genin, Shijie, Jinyin, Kuangit, Eduardo, Samuel, Junwei, and of course, our dear faci Kang An.
Those bimbos have added colors to my time thr, =D
~ B, I... ...Im a bimbo *clap clap clap*, Im a bimbo *clap clap clap* ~
Haha.
 

I really gain a lot from this camp.
I feel grateful to be able to join this camp.
It all links back to that major mistake i made months ago.
Issit a beautiful mistake?

I seriously don't know.


MissFalling.

 

I need a place to update and share. so here I am.

***
Okay, Subjectif is good.
Interesting.
I dont really check out its website often, but everytime i check it out, I will find at least one new interesting article.
This time it's "The View from the Flyer".
This author has a series of "The View" articles, and this is the first one that made me go reading, haha.
Can give it a try:
http://cosiety.victoriajc.com/2009/05/01/the-view-from-the-flyer/

***
I realized tt vjc is very well, online-based.
i type some general keywords related to jc to look for something and most of the websites shown ( those really relevant ones) are about or from vj.
Fury.
Cuz it means I need to use technology more often. Bad.

***
Another .gif image from the same MV used last time. Second attempt. Just did random.
Hope all of you like it, haha:




MissFalling.
 

Okay, Im supposed to work on my PI, not this. =|
But nevermind, i have things to vent and ponder about now.
Things that I finally care to spare time and ponder.

I've been lost for a long period of time.
Years to count.
Ever since i-dunno-when, Im lost in the complex circles of relations.
I always go surprised when i discover new relations between who-and-who.

"Oh, you know her?"
"Yeah,we happened to be in the same PriSch/SecSch/Church" or "She is my Fren's fren/CCAmate/Classmate/some random person I know"
As people grow, people get to know more people.
Social circles grow, overlaps occur.

Situation at 7:
You see someone in school/neighborhood/bus/MRT/on the streets, you run up and say "hi! You're shopping here with Mummy also?"
Situation at 17:
You see someone in school/neighborhood/bus/MRT/on the streets, you ponder, thinking "is he/she someone I know? Are we related?" before turning away.
=|

Controversy:
While we develop into young adults and become more exposed to the outside world, we build more friendships, affiliate with more people, have more relations.
But, are we really going to continue what we have started? Or things will go with the separation of classes/cliques/groups/clubs/teams? Can friends, not acquaintances, be found? Can friends who will stick to you closely for the next decade be found?
Is there any meaning other than the brief knowledge of each person?

Hmm.

I need answers.


MissFalling.


P.S:
Haha, check out this vid:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwfUaMT3Z7k&feature=sdig&et=1237510628.0
Funny.

Erm...those out of Kpop, you know who Wonder Girls are...right?
Ask me if you dunno arh.=)

Lesson learnt:
Never, never buy a non-authentic phone charger.
I had to buy one some time ago because I received an engineering sample from my mother's friend and no charger was provided.
Desktop charging could be done, but only when your phone can be turned on while charging.
I charge once a week, and by the time I want to charge it, my phone cant even be switched on. =.=
So I was thinking, since I got the phone for free, then why spend the money buying a authentic charger? Extra expenses only.
That's how the charger came about.
And now, I cant even use it already because the charger was in such a bad condition.
Even a person who uses things carefully like me (haha.) can use until like this. Definitely not my fault. =(
Anyway, pictures to explain:

First, the charger has no earth wire, but still, a third pin (made of the same plastic as the other parts of the charger) was made.
So the pin actually has no use. And the size was exceptionally big so I alwasy have to pull very hard to take it out.
So a dozen of days ago the pin broke off and got stuck.And i got to use tweezers to take out. -.-||
Bad enough.


Yes, that black thing is the third pin that broke off and got stuck inside. The shadow shows it all. =(


This is the pin that broke off.


And I realize one thing about livejournal. As long as your first photo is horizontal, the subsequently photos that you upload for that post will be horizontal. Same goes for vertical ones. Guess I'll have to use the screenshot method again.
See the hole? Yes, the pin was supposed to protrude from there. I really dunno how I got the strenght to break that thing. =.=
Guess a women in anger has a lot of strength. ><

Few days later...


Yes, the USB part came off. I was pulling it out from the phone and with a accidental bend, I broke it. -.-

One thing amazing: now that the charger is spoilt, when I desperately try using the computer to charge, it works. =))


MissFalling.

 

Okay, as my friends know, I suck at computers.
That's why im using Apple, because it's so user friendly.
Anyway, I tried making a GIF animation a few days ago using Adobe Photoshop CS2, and I totally failed.
All I could do with that program was to add my signature. =.=
I was told to use Photoshop with ImageReady, but oh well, I cnt get it to work. Okay, I just cnt figure out thw ay to work with it. =(
So I ended up making one through a website. Two websites, actually.
End products:


Okay, honestly, I prefer this one. Becuase the colour is better. Maybe because the pixels are smaller, so the colors turn out to be more erm...rich. Yah. This one is more suitable for signatures in like forums or something. Oh, and I like the timing of this GIF more than the other one.=)

And the second one:
http://i39.tinypic.com/1413whe.gif
Dunno why cnt show it on livejournal. the picture just wouldnt move. The reason why I like this one more is because my signature can be seen clearer. =D

Hey,it;s my first attempt! So please, if you do see this post, please give me some encouragement! Thank you! =)


MissFalling.

 

CLICK ON THE PICTURES FOR BIGGER VIEWING.

Don't you realize that they are wearing the same tie? And they both wore striped shirt.
This is like so freaking sweet can. I mean,i know that it's the backstage crew that decides what they wear,but you never know.
Maybe they have say in the clothes they wear and they insisted on wearing the same clothes and accessories.
Or maybe they have two sets of the same outfit,then like couple rings likedat.
Then they wear it on different photo-shoots to make it not so obvious and everything.
Am i inferring too much?Haha,i don't care.=D
Im so gonna faint at the sight of all these sweetness.XD

And some one please tell me whose that guy at the far right of official pictures of Boys Over Flowers.
You know the kind of pictures where the 5 or 4 of them stand tgt?
That guy is handsome.

MissFalling.

haha,i was tuning to Deluxe Music a few days ago then I saw Mr Soon's favourite song 'Forever Young'.
Reminds me of the good old days when he will joke during assemblys and make us laugh after a tired day. 

Hmm...I'm sure to miss Chung Cheng High.
I just came back from CDC camp.
Fun,man.
Maybe it's the last year already,i enjoyed myself.
Yeah,i really did.
Im not going to see my juniors that easily again.
Im sure to miss them.=D
But i dun have their contacts,haha.
Nvm.
I'll say more next time.


MissFalling.


P.S:   为什么呢？我，还是放不下你。
         我，没在最后时刻走向前。。。
        
         ♫ “请让我靠近你轻轻对你说 。别让我每个夜为你受折磨 
         是多么不容易才默默放手 。为了我就当作这次为了我 
         别让我因为你被回忆折磨 。我别无选择 

hmm...im coming back to singapore from korea like two days later.
this trip is...a fruitful one.
i involved in a lot of the planning and had alot of fights with my family over different ideas,but i felt something different.
i may have changed or wanted to change myself as the trip goes on.
different perspectives are growing.
even though this is not my happiest trip,this is the turning-point trip (i think).
feeling not-the-same as before when going on a trip.
haha,i know i paid the most as compared to previous trips this time.
expenses are huge in korea,and hard to cope with for my threesome income-way-below-average.
so for the second half of the trip,i had to pay for expenses most of the time myself,like trin tickets and  airtickets from busan to jejudo and from jejudo to gwangju.
i never had to care about such things in the past.
this is definetely pressurizing.
but yeah,im sure to remember this trip,cuz korea is the place where i look forward so much,and yeah,i get to go there.this is good enough.
i dun think i will forget this trip arh.hehe.
oh, i will say more about the trip when i have the time and mood.=)


MissFalling


P.S:im waiting now.waiting for changes.waiting in front of the computer.listening to Robin the guesthouse manager talking to another tourist.please,i wish everything could happen again,even though i know it's not as near perfect as i thought. =|